I loved blogging each night for those hundreds of nights. I want to get back to it but I also have been making sure to decompress at night, be present for family, reflect, and give my brain a break. So until I can work it into my workday, itll have to wait. Each day, I have been juggling all these new activities and creating the content for my students to experience. It is all that I can do to keep the class progressing. Waking up at 3/4/5am to prep for the day is taking all of my excess capacity.

So the blog is a backburner to prevent burnout. So much else is also backburnered – too much it feels like to me, but I can only do what I can. It’s literally going to take me ten years of steady work to make this class. But all signs are positive, and I have to hope it is worth it someday.